70th

70 days till we're flying back!! I've made a blog for this countdown posts since the last a hundred days, but well, you know me :p Anyway, I'm so boredd like always. I just finished a drawing and now idk what to do. So let me just talk about it x)

I copy this from an extremely beautiful photograph from the Internet :-

Too different aye :p It's my first attempt, so don't judge ahha. Anyway, I made it half because I can't be bothered to make it symmetrical with the other half and the main reason why I want to draw a tiger rather than Acinonyx Jubatus which is my favourite land animal is because I miss my tigers :'( Huff what am I even babbling about? 

In my old class we had these "Learning Teams" our homeroom teacher divided us to and she named my team "The Tigers". I miss them so much and the fact that I can't meet them anymore made me feels empty. Which is why I drew it half gone. I have lost them, apart of me.

Throughout drawing this, I can't stop thinking about my fellow tigers friends especially Esin, a girl who sat next to me. She's very good in Art and her drawing is amazingg. She inspire me lots. She's so kindd she always give me drawings and that's when I know, I want to follow her footsteps.

The first drawing she gave me >w<

Im so bad at taking pictures of drawings --

She gave me another drawing of a ballerina and I put it in my iPad cover like this :-

I look retarded x(

But then I changed my cover and the drawing got lost! I was so mad and sad and moody all the week. Arghh I'm so asdfghjkl rn. I shouldn't have changed my cover or I should have framed it or sth! But I act kinda relieved that I screenshot her story of that drawing. Eventho it's not the same T-T

I used to be so jealous of people who can draw and I hate them. But to Esin, my feelings' different, instead of feeling jealous and such, she inspires me. Maybe because she gave me her drawings, maybe because I felt so appreciated? x)

Somehow I can relate to this quote; "No act of kindness, no matter how small, is ever wasted." - Aesop